NURU THE LIGHT

Friday, October 3, 2014

THEE BIRTHDAY PARTY OF DIAMOND PLATINUMZ AT GOLDEN JBILEE!!!

FROM THE MANAGEMENT TO D,,

AND THEY PARTIED ALL NIGHT LONG,,THATS ALL FOLKS!!!

SUCH A BEAUTIFUL YET A SAD STORY,DON!T LET FEAR GET THE BEST OF YOU!!!!

1ST YEAR

Nikiwa nimekaa leacture room nikimuangalia msichana aliyekaribu yangu, niliyekuwa nikimuita "Bestfriend"nilikuwa nikimuangalia nywele zake nzuri na sura yake ya upole huku nikitamani awe wangu, lakini yeye hakuwa akitamani hilo na nilikuwa nikilitambua hilo.

Baada ya leacture,alikuja kwangu na kuniomba notes za siku ya nyuma kwa sababu hakuweza kuingia darasani siku iliyopita. Baada ya kumpa akasema "asante" na kushikana mikono na mimi.

Nilitamani kumwambia. Nilitamani ajue kuwa nataka tuwe zaidi ya marafiki. Nilimpenda but i was just too shy, and i ddnt know why.!

2ND YEAR.!

Simu yangu iliita, kupokea alikuwa yeye alikuwa akilia akinielezea jinsi gani boyfriend wake broke her heart, she asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone. Kwa kuwa ni rafiki yangu kipenzi ilinibidi kwenda kumfariji.

As i sat next to her on the sofa, nilikuwa nikimuangalia Machoni nikitamani awe wangu. Baada ya masaa mawili baada ya kuangalia nae movie mbili tatu na kula nae chakula pamoja akarudi katika hali yake ya kawaida. Hivyo akaamua kwenda kulala, before akaniangalia na kuniambia "asante" na kunipa tabasamu tamu.

Nilitamani kumwambia. Nilitamani ajue kuwa nataka tuwe zaidi ya marafiki. Nilimpenda but i was just too shy, and i ddnt know why.!3RD YEAR

Siku moja kabla ya Tamasha la muziki chuoni alikuja kwenye meza yangu leacture room na kuniambia "Boyfriend wangu amepata udhuru hivyo naomba unipe kampan leo usiku katika tamasha la muziki"

Kwa kuwa tuliwekeana promice kwamba ikitokea kila mmoja wetu amekosa mtu wa ku-date nae basi tutaenda pamoja just as "friends" hivyo tukaenda.

Katika tamasha baada ya kila kitu kuisha na muziki kufungwa, nilikuwa nimekaa nje ya ukumbi nikimuangalia jinsi alivyokuwa akicheka na rafiki zake, she saw me looking to her she smiled at me. I want her to be mine lakini yeye alikuwa hafikirii hilo kabisa na nilikuwa nikilitambua hilo. Then she said to me "nimekuwa na muda mzuri na wewe asante sana" and she gave me a sweet smile.

Nilitamani kumwambia. Nilitamani ajue kuwa nataka tuwe zaidi ya marafiki. Nilimpenda but i was just too shy, and i ddnt know why.!

GRADUATION DAY.!Siku, wiki, mwezi vikapita... ilikuwa ni mahafali yetu tukimaliza masomo ya chuo. Akainuka kwenda kutunukiwa shahada yake ya Uchumi. Nilikuwa nikimuangalia akiwa amependeza sana siku ile.

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and i knew it.
kabla watu hawajatawanyika kwenda makwao, alikuja kwangu akiwa na vazi lake la mahafali, na kulia pale nilipomkumbatia. Akainua kichwa chake na kuniambia "you are my bestfriend asante sana"

Nilitamani kumwambia. Nilitamani ajue kuwa nataka tuwe zaidi ya marafiki. Nilimpenda but i was just too shy, and i ddnt know why.!

MIAKA MITATU BAADAE.!

Nikiwa kanisani Yule Msichana alikua anaolewa. Nilimuangalia akisema "ndiyo nakubali " and drive off to new life. Moyo wangu ukapasuka "paaa"... Akaolewa na mwanaume mwingine.

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and i knew it. Lakini kabla ya kwenda ukumbini, alikuja kwangu na kusema "asante sana, u have been my best friend ever" kisha akanikiss kwenye paji la uso akiwa na vazi lake la harusi.

Nilitamani kumwambia. Nilitamani ajue kuwa nataka tuwe zaidi ya marafiki. Nilimpenda but i was just too shy, and i ddnt know why.!

KWENYE MAZISHI.!Miaka mitano baadae, nilikuwa kwenye ibada ya mazishi ya binti nilimpenda lakini nikaogopa kumwambia.. Binti aliyekuwa my best friend.. I looked down katika jeneza lilokuwa na msichna ambaye alikuwa ni "bestfriend" wangu.

Katika Service ya mazishi wakasoma diary ya Bestfriend ambayo alikuwa akiiandika enzi za maisha ya chuo. Mchungaji akasoma yaliyokuwemo kwenye Diary.. ilikua ikisomeka hivi;

"I stare at him napenda awe wangu, but he doesn't notice me like that, and i know it.....

Alisoma mchungaji kisha akaendelea...

"Nilitamani kumwambia. Nilitamani ajue kuwa nataka tuwe zaidi ya marafiki. Nilimpenda but i was just too shy, and i ddnt know why.!"

Niliishiwa nguvu... katikati ya kundi la watu nilipiga magoti nikilengwalengwa na machozi... maneno yale yalinichoma hasa ukizingatia kuwa nilimpenda lakini niliogopa kumwambia.. kumbe na yeye alinipenda pia lakini aliogopa kuniambia... I wish ningemwambia ukweli... ila nilishachelewa... Sipo nae tena... ameshatangulia mbele za haki.!

MORAL OF THE STORY.!

Vunja ukimya. Be free when u love someone kuwa muwazi kwake.. Usimfiche.. Usiogope kumwambia. Share na washkaji km story hii imekugusa.!!

DIAMOND PLATINUM!Z BIRTHDAY BASH AT GOLDEN JUBILEE!!!

GURU RAMADHANI ONE OF THE LEGENDS IN THE INDUSTRY,REMEMBA HIS NAME!!

guru,sauda mwilima and akil the brain!!

G WITH PRODUCER TUDDY THOMAS,,

G WITH B12,,

PRODUCER SHEDDY CLEVER AND PETER MOE,,

G WITH BABY MADAHA,,

G WITH QUEEN DARLENE,,

KINJE,OMMY DIMPOZ AND GURU G,,

G,NUH AND SHILOLE,,NAOMBA TUONGELEE VAZI LA SHISHI FOR A MINUTE!!

DIAMOND PLATINUMZ,G AND WEMA SEPETU,,
AHSANTE DADDY G FOR ALL THE PICTURES,,

WHY CARE SO MUCH AND FOR WHAT!!!!!

JAMANI SIKUDHANI NITAKUJA ANDIKA KUHUSU KITU KAMA HICHI BUT IMEKUWA TOO MUCH SO HERE WE GO,,
TOKEA HUYU MTOTO APEWE HII GARI ITS LIKE KAAMSHA MJI I MEAN REALLY?? KWANI HII NI MARA YA KWANZA KUONA MTU ANAPEWA MAGARI KWA DUNIA YA LEO MAANA WATU WANAPEWA NDEGE SEMBUSE GARI,,
MWENYEWE KAPEWA ZAWADI ZAKE NA KAFURAHI BASI BE HAPPY FOR HER,,

BACK TO MY POINT HIVI TUNAKUWAJE KAMA A NATION TUNAFOCUS NA VITU AMBAVYO HATA HAVITUHUSU WALA KUTUONGEZEA CHOCHOTE MAISHANI MWENU MAANA GARI KAPEWA WEMA NA ZITABAKI KUWA ZA WEMA PERIOD,,

KUNA WATOTO HAWANA ELIMU HEBU PIGENI MAKELELE TUCHANGE TUJENGE SHULE VIJIJINI NAKUWAPA WATOTO ELIMU,,
KUNA WAMAMA WANAZAA SAKAFUNI HEBU FOCUS ON THAT AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE,,
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IS THIS WHAT DEFINES US AS A NATION MBONA TUTAONEKANA KAMA WASHAMBA WAKATI HATUISHANGAI TANZANITE TULIOJAALIWA NA MUNGU DUNIANI NZIMA HAKUNA EXCEPT IN TANZANIA BUT A BMW MUNGU WANGU,,
NATUMIWA MACOMENT NAULIZWA JAMANI NURU GARI BLA BLA BLA MAZAKALMATI WHO CARES KWANI SISI INATUHUSU NINI,,
TUJIFUNZE PIA KUFURAHIA PALE MWEZENU KAPATA CHAKE NA WEWE TAFUTA CHAKO SIMPLE AS THAT,,
THE GIRL KAPEWA ZAWADI AND THATS HER BUSINESS AND NOT MINE OR YOURS,,
TUBADLIKENI TULEE WATOTO WAKUE WAWE THE NEXT PRESIDENT OR MSANII
TUBADILIKENI TUFOCUS NA WHAT REALLY MATTERS IN OUR SOCIETY MAANA TUNA BIGGER ISSUES THAN THIS KAMA UMASKINI TENA UMASKINI WA FIKRA,,
HATA SIJUI KWANINI KATOA KADI NA KUWAJIBU ITS JUST GONNA MAKE THEM WAKATAFUTE ZAIDI UTAFIKIRI WAMEAJIRIWA NA FBI,,
NAONGEA KWA HUZUNI MAANA SIELEWI KWANINI TUNAJALI VITU VISIVYOTUHUSU WAKATI UNA MAISHA YAKO WEWE KAMA WEWE,,
AM ALWAYS ABOUT POSITIVITY NA INSPIRING AND ENCOURAGING MY FELLOW WOMEN FIRST AND FOR MOST AND SOMETIMES VITU VYENGINE TUNAPASWA KUVISOMA NA KUVIACHA HAPOHAPO KAMA VILIVYO,,

KUMBUKENI SIKU YA MWISHO IKIFIKA HIZI MALI ZOTE TUTAACHA DUNIANI SO KUNA VITU HATUPASWI HATA KUVIPA DAKIKA MBILI,,
KILA SIKU JIULIZE JE SIKU YANGU YA MWISHO KATIKA MAZISHI YANGU NINGEPENDA WATU WANIONGELEE VIPI,,
NI LEGACY GANI NIMEACHA DUNIANI KWA MWANANGU,MAMA,BABA,RAFIKI,NDUGU,MUME,MKE
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY JAMII,,
KUNA VITU OUR CURIOUSITY TAKES THE BEST AND SHOWS THE WORST OF US AS A NATION,,NIMEMALIZA.COM!!!